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Monday, October 04, 2004

wahhhh. i am angry man. sooo long nvr so angry... or feeel sooo much abt such issuess. i don understand whieeeeee must alll this crap happened. when we are graduating in like just two weeks? cannot even treasure the last timess we will share in school huh. whie make everyone so unhappy. i dunn understand wad are u thinking loh. if u are against me. jus come and tell me str8. into my face. and i will make sure i will telll u str8 in ur face abt all my discontentment. wahhh. i feel so fakkeee. my patience for u are shallow. i duno whie. but i am surprised by my own tolerrance. and yah. we will be taking separate ways. so i don see the point of acting niceee. i mean i don hate u. i don dislike u. i jus think that keeping a distance will make me feel more comfortable. for me to breathe. i realli don haf the intentions of hurting u. indirectly. or even directly. maybe to u, the way i am is jus being hostile. and insensitive. okayyy. i am sorry. buttt. i did not do it on purpose. its jus my way of dealing wif things. if u are unhappy. can saeee. to mee. whie cause all this nonsensical stufff. jus make me feel guilty and sinful. i don think it's actualli my fault ritee? i did not take awae ur friendsss. be it ur bestest friend or whoeva. i don haf the intention of taking awae all ur things larh. whie shud i? so stop all the i-am-depress-leave-me-alone crap. making everyone feel so unease whenever u are around. affecting moods of pple who actualli care alot for u. u shuddd trust ur best friend wad. if she realli treat u as best friend. den u shud jus stop being so possessive. it doesnt matter how much she talks to other pple. whieee. are u so worried. so afraid of her talking to me? pls larhs. we wont gossip abt u. summore she is ur best friends. or shud i sae they. yahhh. maybe i would talk abt u. but definitely not gossip. the word is discuss. we discuss abt wads wrong wif u. wad are u up to. wad haf we done wrong. not abt wad a bitch u are to screw up our lives. abt her taking on my side. and whie does it seem to me that u are trying to influence pple. ttt i am the evil one. who ish snatching awae ur friends. and bitching abt u. whie are u making a big scene out of nothingg. it jus turns pple offf u see. and worse still tarnish my reputation. it jus makes me feel worse abt this whole thing. about you. dots. don be childish. we are sec four ler. i swear i din sae anithing bad abt u. is jus happen so tt we haf the same sentiments. sooo. my fault larhs? wadeva larhs. i am cautically mean towards u. i bitch alot. yahhh. i think u shud reflect lohh. wad had gone wrong? mee? i certainly don think so. yahhh. my blood ish boilinggg.

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